Things that make the sky fall....

Well, not literally.... just building up on the fact that someone said that if I did something, that would cause the sky to fall... apparently, it's THAT impossible...

What's interesting, though... is that I have been doing that very same thing since last Sunday, which is like yesterday, so maybe not for so long, but seeing that the record before was for like 5 minutes, that seems to be something....

Moving on... it's funny how we meet different types of people in our life.... and how they impact our life in really weird ways, and the last thing you expect a person to do, is usually the first thing that they almost always unintentionally do. At least, I hope it is unintentional. Otherwise, it's just, mean.... So what is life really about then? If the people that you seem to be able to trust, in one quick step, just turn tables so fast that you didn't even know what caused diamonds to be there.... but then they are, and some are blood, due to the amount of torture the retrievers go through... and others, just of happiness, and that is usually because of the revelation behind it... though it has to be admitted that some revelations are better than others....

point is, when the mountain is being sledgehammered or something to get the diamond out, what's the mountain to do. it trusted the people enough to let them in its depth, and frankly, the other mountain's across the ranges already look at it as the one the never flinches, no matter how many sledgehammers, no matter how many holes... and then there are the people themselves, who if it even for slightly occurred to them that what they do actually causes the mountain any hurt, ie. it is capable of feeling the pain, they would have never done it. At least, that's what i'm gathering based on the theories of what humans should really be like....

so you see, this dilemma, that is not so new, is just perplexing... befuddling.... any other stupid sounding word that means the same thing... but life goes on anyway.... and human and nature continue to coexist.... or what passes for them anyway....

it's all.. super duper super super confusing.... maybe the mountain should do something about it.... :) before losing the guts to do something...

i just love how blogs help you sort out your thinking :))

Fact file #5 : Screwing over fact files

this never got posted the last time i put it up, goodness know why.. .
and honestly, even i don't remember what i typed... because that's just what life is.. everything that happens soon passes on to make place for something else to happen, and chances are, no matter how much you hold on to it, it flows through, the harder you grasp, the faster the water flows through your fists....

so maybe the right thing is to just open your palms up wide, embrace each fresh new drop of fluid that has a reason to be there, and bid farewell to the other drops that are leaving... well, they never made a mark on you, i have no idea why, but when you think about it, it's more like wine flowing through water, forever changing the colour and the texture..... but that's not the point...

but then again, i don't know what the point is, because just like those drops of water that probably didn't mean anything anyway passes through my open palms, the thoughts keep flowing, none is better than the other, or even if it is, not like i'm a good judge for it, but the thing is, it is there, whether you want it to be or not, so might as well be happy with it... right?

NO. you can control your thoughts, it's just easier not to. doesn't man you can't. i've tried before and it's freakin hard, but it can happen, and with constant practice becomes easier too, but once in a while, i don't like to control it, just see what passes through, and on the rare occasions, i don't filter it, okay, so maybe i filter it a little, but for the most part i just let it flow as i type as fast as i can, which means to say that whatever that i'm not fast enough to type just passes on unnoticed... i don't do this because of some aim i'm trying to achieve or anything.. no... i just wanna write.. and when i wanna write i don't think, especially when i just woke up, and my brain is so numb... now if my gp teacher sees this, she'll probably just roll her eyes and give me hell the next day, but i'd rather keep on typing, coz if my fingers stop moving, i will sooner or later start thinking.... oops new para

and i don't wanna start thinking.. coz i have exams coming up, for which i haven't even started preparing, i screwed one up today, and i'm gonna screw up more things as time passe on, coz that's jut what ppl do.. how else do we learn? screwing things up once in while not only is good, but it is encouraged, how else would you noe whether or not you're pushing your boundaries? how else will you noe what are you capable of? like put in words of some song that i can't think of the title, you have to soar high and push the boundaries before you realise there are no boundaries.. oh, wait, the songs called NO BOUNDARIES -.- ..

don't worry, i shall kill myself for being so dumb sooner or later, but otherwise, life is fun. as in i'm not kidding or being sarcastic, it REALLY IS fun :D so yeah.. brain numbness = no expression on my face, but you get the point.. and this blog is not about the chimness or whatever heck of crap ppl seem to think it's filled with, it's about being retarded and happy about it :D

it's so that, when i look back i also know that i had no regrets and shall continue to strive for only that one goal...

and no link, but heck yeah, SCREW FACT FILES :D

whoa.....

OMG... I had to post this, because Facebook cannot be accesse due to problems in the site? aww.... zuckenberg is going to be so.... sad... ... :

Fact file #4 : the precedence in Pluto

I don't know where this came from, but just felt like saying it.
something i figured out from someone i hold very dearly in my heart, though no one knows why. or even knows. because somethings are not meant to be said. so maybe i won't post this. one day, i will look at it and smile, and know that my life was something to me (:

just a tiny simple fact about a certain type of species in this world : the mankind. literally.
guys can be vulgar, live with it.

when you've known a guy, he can be either super vulgar or super nice to you.
if he's super nice than he usually is, then you may or may not take the bet
if a guy gets super vulgar to you, either that's how he treats people, or he's pretending really hard to not like you.
Or he's just an idiot.
but for the chance of it we say that he isn't,
either he thinks you're close enough and takes it that you ill know exactly what he means, don't be an idiot. talk, not shout. understand, not know-it-all.
or.... he's just freaked out about falling for you.
don't be a baby. don't treat him like a baby.
and don't be an idiot.
or, as in the case of the first scenario, he really is an idiot.

know that change is inevitable, and now that there's always hope for change.
but never trust a person who changes for you. one day they will change for someone else.
people always change for themselves. look for that one person who needs to change for himself to be with you. that one person who despite not wanting to acknowledge it, wants to do things for himself, just to know what it feels like to be with you, and then likes it enough to want to change his preference, not himself. principles are important. but despite the strength of the pillars someone manages to dig a hole below the foundation and shake it thoroughly, pay him attention.
he may not be the one, but he definitely is something.

know your heart. know your mind. know your soul. but most importantly, know yourself.
on second thoughts, maybe i should post this. and if you're reading it, thanks. you will always be remembered. (:

Fact file #3 : Procrastination

Something I am amazingly and innately good at.
For example, this tab? opened at 8.27 pm
Typing at 2.59am
so sleepy to the point that i don't even wanna begin to type what i wanted to say in the first place.
So that comes another day, whenever i get time again :D


~ i like deadlines. I like the swooshing sound it makes as it flies by you ~

Fact file #2 : The Earth

~a soft spot for school makes a tough rock in the aortic pumps ~

The earth doesn't stop revolving. not for anyone. Not even for the President of US

IF a great lump of rock that is floating around in the vacuum space doesn't give a damn about what's happening in the life of the most important man in the world, what makes you think anyone else gives a damn about what's happening in yours?!

the earth has its very own core, and revolves about it, undisturbed by anything that's happening around it, not even to itself. So with our own epicentre on tow, we move on to, despite all the disappointments, the hurts, the cuts that bleed, the arrhythmia that attacks, the wounds that sting. BECAUSE LIFE GOES ON

Just like the earth, we have our own core, untouched by anyone out there, but just like the earth, everyone is trying to get to it. to try and extract from it the essence that is you. all the while making you believe it is for your own good.

The earth is protected from the lawyers not from the geologists. the space from doctors, not astronauts. everything has a weak spot. the problem is, everyone is in delusion. The geologists think they are doing earth a favor. The astronauts think they are making space interesting. But alas, the damage is by them truly. Thank god the space is a vacuum that holds nothing. What can you pull out of nothing right? (presuming of course, that you are not a magician, Barney Stinson or Leroy Jethro Gibbs)

But unfortunately, humans strive for excellence, or what they think is the excellent in them.. and the repercussions are fatal. Seriously. The only thing that keeps the earth going, is the little solitude in her, the knowledge that no matter how much the humans step on her, trod on every inch of her, make a complete nuisance of themselves around her, she is always bigger than them.. All of them put together. AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE SO TIL SHE FLIPS OUT AND KILLS THEM ALL...

~go on despite everything for it is guaranteed that it always gets better. ALWAYS.... for there is no such thing as perfection, but definitely a thing called roller coaster. so... keep hoping.... ~

Fact file #1 : Holidays

~today you made me really happy, so i can't say anything, but i will smile, and look forward to the next time it will be this good ~

Holidays
they are... an interesting... phenomenon.
Can't live with them, can't do without them....

I had like a million things to say, but now i'm speechless.
you know why? yup.. because it's holidays...
sometimes you just don't wanna care about anything and everything, i mean holidays should mean that you get to take leave off everything, education, emotion, responsibility, facades, why should anything NOT be included?

Wanna hear the sob story of our lies, though?
NOTHING is a holiday, not even our normal holiday...

Come on, think about it.
what can you leave behind just because it is holidays?
Whatever you feel? whatever you wanted to do? Your hopes, dreams and aspirations? Can you even leave your school/work work behind you in this day and age? (of course, if you're in high school or below, i have nothing to say to you except enjoy the remnants of your life while you still can =.=)

Point is, looks like we now have to change our entire life into a ...... lagged holidays if we are ever to be able to kick back, and that brings forth everything we have been doing, or are planning to do.

My holidays are supposed to be the time when i have NO responsibilities at all. Like NONE. But now i have more.. because... well, because of many many reasons. That's not the point. The blog's not about me. IT's never about me. Let's move on.

Okay, i don't know the point of this. I don't think there is a point. I just wanted to put it out there. Coz the world now is not just water and natural resources deprived, it's also most definitely holiday deprived.
And noone's doing anything about it.

So, who's gonna be the next Nobel laureate, ladies and gentlemen? we just found a crisis, someone, find a solution.

~ things happen for a reason, things don't. right now, i'm down enough to check the phone a million times, waiting for that text, but we both know frog-style can't wait :) ~