national day....

malaysia national day is comin up..
and on that very same day we will be celebrating teacher's day..
yup, singapore's teacher's day is on 1st september...
and we get a holiday on that day =)
which means we will be celebratin the day b4...

not much plans, really..
but kinda miss goin crazy wif all those national songs...
both the real version and the updated ones... ;)
in fact, yesterday, we were like sinnging all the songs while cutting out stars...
yup.... hostel anniversary comin up...
and i haven't even bought heels...
went to like sooooooooooo many charles and keith...
yet can't find anything that i felt like wearing...

so gonna drag sylvia 2moro...
maaybe.... she can get me to buy somethin...
shouldn't have told my mom that....
lolzz
nvr mind...
nywayz... reading this extremely nice book
and won't get to come up later...
need to go cut more stars...
so just felt like doing this..

felt like i was abandoning something, so yeah////


very crappy mood today....
haven't smiled a single time the whole time i'm typin this
just monotonous fingers tapping, and eyes staring and no thought crossing my mind...

haiz.z...

confession...

fine, i admit it...
i suck at blogging,,,
happy now??

i dunno why..
i have like loads of stuff to say,
and then the moment i touch the keyboard..
and open new post...
i just go like blank...

so, from now on....
i will not ever kick myself
everytime i din feel like typin this blog...

there, finally....
that was a relieve

kayzz... toodles..

bye =)

iT'S August :)

so it's august...

exam results are comin in

not likin it...

but whatever...

ran 2.4km yesterday.....

din like that either...

but life goes on...

lai told me... =)

says world doesn't revolve around me

owh...kay....

lol, kiddin

i noe it doesn't

but whatever

how many times did i say whatever...

whatever....

had cca today...

somehow had this debate...

should moonwalk be banned???

i mean, it is lame...

but well.... fun too

lol....

long weekends comin up...

friday school closes at 10...

mon oso hols.,,,

coz sunday is singapore national day....

anyway, will update on NDP preview...

that's National Day Parade....

was kinda fun....

yeah, that's another vocab i am soooooo into today

fun...

haizz....

AMC this thursday....

don't wanna think about it....

coz then gotta practise...

and soooooooooo don't want to....

anywya.... test startin again next week...

who cares.... MY LIFE wouldn't revolve around it...

haizz....

WOW!!

can't believe i am crappin this long

gotta go

waitin for a phone call...

=)

=)

=)

nitezz... sweet dreamzzzzzzz

CA week

That is, if you count the sunday b4 the week to be in the same week....

went to this exhibition in suntec city...
also went to the fountain of wealth
but pics still wif my fren
but anyway
found the place prety quickly even wif all the towers there
it was the unis from usa exhibition...

the first gal who came up
was like talkin all the time....
and my fren was like....
ppl talk a lot, dont' they...
like duh....
lol

nyways... then just realised
unis in usa dont offer law or med as under-grad studies
only post - grad...

so if you're readin this, sorry.....
i noe you wanted to go there....
but mayb i can interest you in anthropology...
then we visited the dartmouth uni
just coz nate archibald was supposedly going there....
did he?
i really don't remember...
should go through the whole season again later.....

but apprently, thaat place dan cold... like freezin 8 months out of 12
even summer is only like 14 celcius???
arghh.... he was made for the summer,
why did nate wanna go there???

haizz...
and kinda toook a superbly long way when we were comin back...
lol
but i had CA the very next day....

I CRAPPED LONG ENUFF..
BROADCASTIN TO MALAYSIA NOW....

well.... got news bout kk day in hsbm...
and all activities here are cancelled due to h1n1
so sad.... no marina barrage ... no NDP school based....
haizz.... even brunei got cancelled...
damn that h1n1


nyways... heard something... that i would be slaughtered for if
i mention it here....
seriously... that guy has the ability to kill ppl......

and heard from someone else that some other guy actually screamed in the ghost house..
i mean, come on, seriously...
was it like that scary this time?

surprisingly, din hear anythin from nmarie...

which is not usual.....
guess i'm forgotten by her xD
P.S. - this was meant for your eyes nmarie....
see, i don't forget you guys, and i do update my blog....
you forgot me...... :(


hmm.... ;)
who else can i fake sad to...???
nywayzz...



and my fren was like her dad came up with a thing...
there is a new disease in malaysia
acting on married guys
symptoms are high cholesterol, chest pains, obesity,
etc....

guess what it's called?
b1n1

get it?!!
cracked me up...
really good one... keep forgettin to tell my dad...
mayb tonite xD

CAs were , well helll.... but then again....
who said it wasnt goin to be?
and had this crappy dream...
apparently i was talkin to miss wong in our hostel bethroom cubicle
about frogs....
miss wong
our FM
social studies teacher...
what has frogs got anything to do with northern island????

but she is a superbly nice teacher :)

gtg.... wanna watch nottinghill...
or should i watch gossip girl???

hmm....






you noe you love me
xoxo

Da Vinci exhibition

SO we were gonna have CAs the next week.....


So what?

Da vinci exhibition totally rocked....

it's like you get to see the all the things that guy built so long ago...

you even get to touch it....

then there was the humungous painting of the mona lisa

fake of course, but still...

and the mc'D there was super cool...

especially since that was where i went to like when i was seven]

brings sweet memories you noe...

kinda like you dont't wanna forget...

well, i did break my head over there....

kinda explains why i'm retarded, accordin to sum1....

and speakin literally...

but anyway....

the epigrams were especially exquisite...

i particularly liked the one that said...

ART IS NEVER FINISHED, ONLY ABANDONED

fine, mayb i'm bein lame but that's just me

went there wif Prachi and Ayushi...

but anyway.....

oh, btw... i think that was the first time i wore a skirt out in singapore

lame rite..

i like used to wear all kinda crap all the time tere

but still.....

went back really late... spent likee around.. 8 hours out?

that day....

was worth it :)

nyways..... yup.. that's da vinci//

you noe that the crap in da vinci code novel about 13 ppl there was not there...

neither was the extra hand

and the door at the bottom of the painting was jst due to restoration..

kinda disappointin when i had so much fun speculatin

but well....






You noe... that soem greek god person who carries the globe majestically..... only doesn't wear a skirt.... or did he??? *ponder**

Me one person cannot carry... surely need help from the 2 and a half year old xD

She so cool... she doesnt need help carryin it ... *don't get swelled head *

My cutie always wif me..... lol..... wish it was someone else, though.... *scratch that*

Yup.. we're slanted coz you see..... dinosaurs rule the earth... and if we stand straight... the thing is gonna eat us up... or mayb we can outrun it,.... or soooooo short the thing won't see us.... well.. it is no coleophysis

Musinngs...

There's a turtle
swimming away
as a crocodile
swift and cunning
chases him

And the swans watch
amusement in their eyes
too far to be reached
too oblivious to be worth it

but the fishes, they school
propelled by the older ones
As generation comes and goes
the corals stay

but wait, the turtle's no more
and the crocodile is the Hulk himself
and the swans
Drifting away as chunks of white

Agonising, isn't it?
How everything changes in a moment
so close to the nature
of humans, For there is
a girl, way below the happening..

Weltschmerz

The oceans around me

Vast and wide

Gorgonised beyond measure

Maybe i'm dead

But then

Why is my heart still beating

Why is my pulse still pounding

Why is it that my blood floods my head

In days like this

Grasping onto the line of life

Wanting to let go

But don't want to bring others along

So I must move on

Must cling on to the courage left inside of me

The courage that burns alight

When your face is within view

But now that you're just air

in a land so desolate

It is the hearbeat i listen to

Everytime the sun shines

Everytime the moon smiles

For i know

While nothing is forever

FOrever is also nothing

And with that i bear the torch

that illuminates the path

and i move, treading

testing every stone

Fear not

coz when the birds begin to sing

and tides begin to recede

There i will be

holding your hand

Sharing your thoughts

bearing your life...

pop goes the weasel!!!

actually a very nice nursery rhyme...
monkey on the table and all that crap

but now it's the title of a james patterson's book
currently reading
very cruel
and cold-blooded
makes you rethink life...
:(

kinda like the fact that the flow is very simple, not like
the wavy once i like to read
but the thing

i like the fact that he keeps the book
calm and collected
although there are like millions of emotional turmoil
beneath the surface
puts perspective....

guess difference between guy author
and gal....


weirdly, they are like total opposites
and i like both sides

finally, one garden
with equally green grass on either side

lolzz

nyway, life's good....

bye gotta go....

not gonna post this often nymore
very sleepy ;;)

Happy New Year

New year

new beginnings...

completing of old debts..

planning to get new ones..

lolzz....

went to a temple here..

was so nice and serene

and ppl there were singing devotional songs

that i have not sang in a very long time.. :)

and like got my mysoor paag at last

not the best but felt blessed

although did wish i might be able to spend it at home..

but, well,

u can't have everything you want

doesn't stop me from wishing though T.T

miss mom's cooking

fasted till after temple

and well, truth be told,

well..... i actually wanted to say something

but can't remember so oh well...

let it be....

kinda reminds me of The Beatles,

which in turn reminds me of wen's wacko singing..

well, i was too so.....

high - 5

nywayzz.....

think wanna stop spending time in front of comp..

very slack dy now///

oh yeah, my facebook kinda active now... not very

but still an improvement compared to last time

so whatever.. have so much to tell

but rite now am boring myself to death..

don't really wanna noe how much you are suffering..

waiting for someone to comment is all

hopefully that person does do it :(

lolzz

gdnite xD

Getting pissed??

hey, you guys think it is nice getting pissed?
i assure you, it isn't
mayb it's just my mood...
new year comin and not bein able to be back home
and skip school there like it has always been a tradition...
but i'm kinda pissed at someone

don't even think that person noes it
like didn't realy do nything wrong...

more like what that person didn't do,,,,

and sorry for using the word that person too much
haizz...
dunno what to do..
mayb go get some sleep...
sleep it off...

sure has to answer to me

not that i think i will ever confront...
lolzz

nywayzz... gdnite
sweet dreamss.

April Fools/...

hey there....
long time didn't blog...

well, here's something new....
my facebook and friendster is back on noard..
rejuvenated

well, i guess i finally got myself to
and my school had sports day
last wednesday
in bedok stadium

guess what, saw my form teacher in MRT
was kinda funny
since he didn't wear the class tee
and we were all like what's wrong with it.
and he was like left it in school..
kinda unbelievable but whatever...

oh, yeah...
kinda feel like posting my obs photos...

OBS was kinda fun, but stale news...
but gotta post some photos somehow...
my blog like kinda lame
like no photos at all...

hey, btw....
anyone noe when kk day is???
feel like comin...
lolzz.....

hey, by the way.....

just felt like saying it..
oh yeah, happy b'day to everyone
all those i missed wishing.
and .........

never mind~~~
watching friends
so kinda cant concentrate.....
lolzz

oh yeah...
channing tatum is kinda cute
isn't he????


lolzz
will be posting a few pics now and then
bye for now

A little too not over you :)

(Eh eh eh oh eh eh eh
eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

I hate this part right here - PCD

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us it's worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left's goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

so sweet.... made my day.... feel free to comment

What Love means to a 4-8 year old ....
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think:

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4

'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.' Danny - age 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss' Emily - age 8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.' Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,' Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.' Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.' Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.' Cindy - age 8

'My mommy loves me more than anybody You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.' Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.' Elaine-age 5

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert
Redford.' Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.' Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.' Lauren - age 4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image) Karen - age 7

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.' Mark - age 6
'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a
lot. People forget.' Jessica - age 8

And the final one The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, 'Nothing, I just helped him cry'

When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need.

Hols and holes...

A week that was….

Fabulous!!!

There is no other word to describe it.

It felt more like a day then it did like a week, but it was fun anyway…

It was so much fun to catch up with frenz after so long and get to noe all the gossips circulating. And our pm came to our school. Wish could have talked to him though. Miss all my frenz again now that I am back here but after much telling off by them, I finally decided to use the will power available to start updating my blog. Let’s see….

I totally enjoyed all penang food except domino and laksa…

Not really a laksa kinda person and since I had pizza loads more, guess it kinda accounts for domino. Lolzz….

Btw, jia ling, eu jin is still wondering whether you want laksa or not>>>>??

>.<

Well, lets see what’s new….

SOMEONE apparently can behave himself with his mom around. Not even a single teasing from the person who teases me the most, what with his mom around. Don’t think he is reading this though, so thank god for that. Friday night really made me realize that ppl are angelic around parents. Who noes, mayb even me….. J

Met up with my frenz on Saturday in Sunway…… was kinda cool, kinda hoping a few more were around though but they had to go back to somewhere……. Has been months, really hope this june will be seeing them… anyway, in sunway, shaw teik was there, so was n-marie, sarah, lai, chin and kenvyn. And eu jin turned up there wif a few others…… they were all fun, and eu jin’s cousin is super blue…. Lolzzz

Seriously, and he was barely thirteen. Well, whatever…. Miss them already though, and eu jin was like why did you have to go, and truth be told I really don’t have an answer….. T.T

Haizz, guess life goes on… and shaw teik took pics, said wanna post in his blog , anyone noe his blog, btw??? Wanna go check but no idea what the URL is….

Oh yeah, the whole time I was back home, I was like a couch potato, whenever I am not out, I was on the sofa basking under astro as I will not be getting any of that when I am here….

And the moment I came here… well I reached here on Sunday… Monday morning, fainted during breakfast.. I mean like seriously. Lolzzz….. skipped school that day… and the day after when my temp rised….. lolzzzzzzzz..

Well, went to the clinic the first day, the doc was like how did you faint, I was like I dunno, he was like why did you faint, I was like I dunno (more like if I noe, I wouldn’t be here, but apparently fainting helps you hold your tongue >.<) followed by a few more stupid questions with stupid replies… and my five bucks flew away just like that….

The next day evening, got my Singapore sim card back from my …… aunt I guess yu can say although I call her sis…. And miraculously, my fever got all well!!! Ppl were like, no handphone, no life izit??? Lame right??/ But I guess we ppl are so used to connectivity that I can’t bear living without it.. or mayb just the whole day sleeping kinda helped me catch up with all lost sleep in penang…

J guess we will never noe, would we…???

Life is starting to be hectic again.. don’t really like that but keeps me from counting down days to June when I will finally get to cme back again, this time for 1 month!!

Hallelujah!

Hopefully that’s when they put hari koku so i can go…. Yippee!!! Lolzzz Anyway…

Think I have been crappin for long…

Good luck for you guys though I might be needing it more.. mid-term exams are in week 5 .. now is week 1, do your maths!!

Reminds me I gotta do mine. Lolzz

Toodles and really miss you guys so much

Muuuuaaahhhhxxxx.

Wow... March already?

hey guys...........
first of all. b4 yiu guys get mad
so sorry...........
for the past two months, my facebook, friendster and blog
was not updated at all...
felt like i was wiped off the earth's surface..
i mean.. two months without all those stuff

but seriously.. my resolution when i started this blog is like fading
and i seriously got no idea on what to do..
Anyone wanna volunteer help me take care and update my blog??
Well, i gotta keep up with HSBM's gossip column..
lolzz

and got my own column to fill..
lolzz

anyway, help would be appreciated :)


My life... has been incredibly hectic..
partly bcoz i think i procrastinate so much
that in the end i do not have enough time to do my work...
lolzz

How was the exams there??
Heard a lot about it....
And have never-ending numbers of it over here
T.T
but what to do

looking forward to coming back next week..
only a week but still looking forward to it so much!!!
I seriously miss Penang food
always knew it was the best but kinda made me
appreciate it more.

Hitherto, I have been counting down days and am going to continue.

Anywayzz.. keep me updated..
WHen i came back or when i have fee time.. will write about my past 8 weeks here
then you guys don't have to pester me
coz you will have a whole novel to read!!

Getting rather mono, am i not..
not so enthu rite now coz very tired and sleepy.
*yawn*

Well..... gtg... GUys just send me text or something
of the happenings in HSBM
will post it in my blog
and there will be an honourable mention
of the author's name.
lolzz

seriuosly..
well..
no mood for facebook now
catch up with you l8r
bye

hey

finally noe where visa is getting his peribahasa from
those over here are just as weird as he is.
and seriously, i am like so blur here
that even now i can't seem to use my brains.
my brain like totally stopped functioning that
my god... did i just repeat the same sentence??
u c, kinda proves my point..
so like i think wanna wait till this weekend but dont think can coz i gotaa change rooms....
so ad but happy
lolzz
u noe me, rite?

whatever.... had a photo session...
the guy getting our photos was like so hiao
i mean... seriously...
lolzz
more later on

dunno why i am always so sleepy here
back there, like 5 hours a day is enough
now like sleep 24 hours oso still not enough
T.T
bye
i think
i mean, i seriously am speechless
and i realise i like using that word a lot since i came here
like anything i say speechless
lolzz
lmao
what ever major loser
not pointing finger... lolzz

Condolences

SOrry, was supposed to be logging out.. but Jett Travolta died!!

So sorry for him..

bless his soul

and poor John, Kelly and Elle

T.T

Haizz

Hey there again very soon

just couldn't stop myself

guess what?

I am actually taking triple science, a-maths and

my suckiest subject of all, geo

it's like we don' really get to choose coz the school kinda like picked for us the subjects the scholars usually score in

but my history better than geo but they say that scholars usually have the language barrier prob...

wth larr.. give already marr

just take lorr

and my school quite ok larr

but getting kinda tired rite now

like mayb tomorrow or sometime i update some more

so much ( yes much not many coz it's uncountably many) stories

so little time, or mayb so little energy

lolzz

Nyway, bb

xD

Haizz

New beginning.. old memories

Hey there

First of all, happy new year!!!!!!!!
Yay... lolzzz

well, new year this year wasn't really that much a celebration.

First of all, i wasn't in Malaysia...

and i literally slept through the new year countdown

seriously

i kinda knew that the year ahead is going to be a really a packed one

so like i decided to sleep through the new year with the hopes that in my following year, i would really have loads of time to sleep :)

coz my fren here from kk, (that's kota kinabalu which is in Sabah btw)

SHE KINDA TOLD ME THAT BY SLEEPING MORE YOU GET TALLER

dunno the truth of it but like got living proof marr

shaw teik sleep so much he so tall

lolzzz

lai is getting taller and he sleeps like really early

shireen is tall and she kinda sleeps a lot too

wendy..... think so but like still not THAT tall

sorry.. no offence meant

but seriously,. and like my bro and mom were here during new year

coz i was kinda like really homesick..lolzzz

and today while we were loitering about (yes, finally got to do that.. going somewhere with no purpose absolutely) saw thisreally cool second-hand novel book store..

but the only thing, buying a second-hand novel there is just as costly as buying a brand-new book in India

so like gotta control myself

coz that is the area where splurge so much..llolzzz\\\\\\

haizz... hey, btw.. when we were heading back in MRT from jurong east to hotel during new year's eve..

something quite eww... kinda witnessed...

like too much PDA

seriously....

more info ask lai but i don't think he noes what PDA is..

so like read the Unfortunate Miss Fortunes to noe ..

llolxzzz

kinda like promoting books and stores am i not..

i do in quite good but i don't get paid for it

so sad T.T
just kidding..

xD

Don't even think am supposed to be here right now..

so you see, haven't really changed

but eujin said that being who i am is really the best thing that i coild ever do so high-seven!!!

sERIOUSLY, DUNNO WHAT THAT MEANS, JUST NOE THAT HE LIKES IT...

don't even noe why am i like using caps now and then,.!@

:@)

ANyway, think another post is comin up later on so bye for now and enjoy!!