Well, not literally.... just building up on the fact that someone said that if I did something, that would cause the sky to fall... apparently, it's THAT impossible...
What's interesting, though... is that I have been doing that very same thing since last Sunday, which is like yesterday, so maybe not for so long, but seeing that the record before was for like 5 minutes, that seems to be something....
Moving on... it's funny how we meet different types of people in our life.... and how they impact our life in really weird ways, and the last thing you expect a person to do, is usually the first thing that they almost always unintentionally do. At least, I hope it is unintentional. Otherwise, it's just, mean.... So what is life really about then? If the people that you seem to be able to trust, in one quick step, just turn tables so fast that you didn't even know what caused diamonds to be there.... but then they are, and some are blood, due to the amount of torture the retrievers go through... and others, just of happiness, and that is usually because of the revelation behind it... though it has to be admitted that some revelations are better than others....
point is, when the mountain is being sledgehammered or something to get the diamond out, what's the mountain to do. it trusted the people enough to let them in its depth, and frankly, the other mountain's across the ranges already look at it as the one the never flinches, no matter how many sledgehammers, no matter how many holes... and then there are the people themselves, who if it even for slightly occurred to them that what they do actually causes the mountain any hurt, ie. it is capable of feeling the pain, they would have never done it. At least, that's what i'm gathering based on the theories of what humans should really be like....
so you see, this dilemma, that is not so new, is just perplexing... befuddling.... any other stupid sounding word that means the same thing... but life goes on anyway.... and human and nature continue to coexist.... or what passes for them anyway....
it's all.. super duper super super confusing.... maybe the mountain should do something about it.... :) before losing the guts to do something...
i just love how blogs help you sort out your thinking :))
Leonardo da Vinci said, "the poet ranks far below the painter in the representation of all the visible things,and far below the musician in the invisible things". I may not be a poet, but i believe, that without words, we can never be where we are now, for it runs deeper than our blood, faster than our thoughts, and more impactful than ever. YOu may not believe me, but without words, you wouldn't even have known he said this. Funny how contradicting life can be, huh?
Monday, August 29, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Fact file #5 : Screwing over fact files
this never got posted the last time i put it up, goodness know why.. .
and honestly, even i don't remember what i typed... because that's just what life is.. everything that happens soon passes on to make place for something else to happen, and chances are, no matter how much you hold on to it, it flows through, the harder you grasp, the faster the water flows through your fists....
so maybe the right thing is to just open your palms up wide, embrace each fresh new drop of fluid that has a reason to be there, and bid farewell to the other drops that are leaving... well, they never made a mark on you, i have no idea why, but when you think about it, it's more like wine flowing through water, forever changing the colour and the texture..... but that's not the point...
but then again, i don't know what the point is, because just like those drops of water that probably didn't mean anything anyway passes through my open palms, the thoughts keep flowing, none is better than the other, or even if it is, not like i'm a good judge for it, but the thing is, it is there, whether you want it to be or not, so might as well be happy with it... right?
NO. you can control your thoughts, it's just easier not to. doesn't man you can't. i've tried before and it's freakin hard, but it can happen, and with constant practice becomes easier too, but once in a while, i don't like to control it, just see what passes through, and on the rare occasions, i don't filter it, okay, so maybe i filter it a little, but for the most part i just let it flow as i type as fast as i can, which means to say that whatever that i'm not fast enough to type just passes on unnoticed... i don't do this because of some aim i'm trying to achieve or anything.. no... i just wanna write.. and when i wanna write i don't think, especially when i just woke up, and my brain is so numb... now if my gp teacher sees this, she'll probably just roll her eyes and give me hell the next day, but i'd rather keep on typing, coz if my fingers stop moving, i will sooner or later start thinking.... oops new para
and i don't wanna start thinking.. coz i have exams coming up, for which i haven't even started preparing, i screwed one up today, and i'm gonna screw up more things as time passe on, coz that's jut what ppl do.. how else do we learn? screwing things up once in while not only is good, but it is encouraged, how else would you noe whether or not you're pushing your boundaries? how else will you noe what are you capable of? like put in words of some song that i can't think of the title, you have to soar high and push the boundaries before you realise there are no boundaries.. oh, wait, the songs called NO BOUNDARIES -.- ..
don't worry, i shall kill myself for being so dumb sooner or later, but otherwise, life is fun. as in i'm not kidding or being sarcastic, it REALLY IS fun :D so yeah.. brain numbness = no expression on my face, but you get the point.. and this blog is not about the chimness or whatever heck of crap ppl seem to think it's filled with, it's about being retarded and happy about it :D
it's so that, when i look back i also know that i had no regrets and shall continue to strive for only that one goal...
and no link, but heck yeah, SCREW FACT FILES :D
and honestly, even i don't remember what i typed... because that's just what life is.. everything that happens soon passes on to make place for something else to happen, and chances are, no matter how much you hold on to it, it flows through, the harder you grasp, the faster the water flows through your fists....
so maybe the right thing is to just open your palms up wide, embrace each fresh new drop of fluid that has a reason to be there, and bid farewell to the other drops that are leaving... well, they never made a mark on you, i have no idea why, but when you think about it, it's more like wine flowing through water, forever changing the colour and the texture..... but that's not the point...
but then again, i don't know what the point is, because just like those drops of water that probably didn't mean anything anyway passes through my open palms, the thoughts keep flowing, none is better than the other, or even if it is, not like i'm a good judge for it, but the thing is, it is there, whether you want it to be or not, so might as well be happy with it... right?
NO. you can control your thoughts, it's just easier not to. doesn't man you can't. i've tried before and it's freakin hard, but it can happen, and with constant practice becomes easier too, but once in a while, i don't like to control it, just see what passes through, and on the rare occasions, i don't filter it, okay, so maybe i filter it a little, but for the most part i just let it flow as i type as fast as i can, which means to say that whatever that i'm not fast enough to type just passes on unnoticed... i don't do this because of some aim i'm trying to achieve or anything.. no... i just wanna write.. and when i wanna write i don't think, especially when i just woke up, and my brain is so numb... now if my gp teacher sees this, she'll probably just roll her eyes and give me hell the next day, but i'd rather keep on typing, coz if my fingers stop moving, i will sooner or later start thinking.... oops new para
and i don't wanna start thinking.. coz i have exams coming up, for which i haven't even started preparing, i screwed one up today, and i'm gonna screw up more things as time passe on, coz that's jut what ppl do.. how else do we learn? screwing things up once in while not only is good, but it is encouraged, how else would you noe whether or not you're pushing your boundaries? how else will you noe what are you capable of? like put in words of some song that i can't think of the title, you have to soar high and push the boundaries before you realise there are no boundaries.. oh, wait, the songs called NO BOUNDARIES -.- ..
don't worry, i shall kill myself for being so dumb sooner or later, but otherwise, life is fun. as in i'm not kidding or being sarcastic, it REALLY IS fun :D so yeah.. brain numbness = no expression on my face, but you get the point.. and this blog is not about the chimness or whatever heck of crap ppl seem to think it's filled with, it's about being retarded and happy about it :D
it's so that, when i look back i also know that i had no regrets and shall continue to strive for only that one goal...
and no link, but heck yeah, SCREW FACT FILES :D
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