MOE leadership camp!!

i know, sounds boring rite? like the one me and hanif wen tot during our standard 5....?
THINK AGAIN!!

It was just as fun as the camp last year 9 (although got no free popcorn, cotton candy an ice-cream and the one i was looking forward the most to meet wasn't there)and then there was more fun coz was the co-faci....

waitt.....



no mood to blog today... tell the story some other time...
too damn lazy dy,... just waitin for my laundry,...
can't even type properly, so that should tell you about my concentation capacity rite now....


nitezz...

reminisce....

was looking through my previous posts... wanna delete some...
then it dawned on me, there really is no point doing that... plus, everytime i read it, there's like a whole new revelation, like

that part never actually existed

until i read those words.... WEIRD, rite?
so many things that i don't remember doing...
so many things that i don't remember feeling...
so many things that i couldn't believe i wrote...
so many things that reminded me of things that i actively scratched out...

maybe deletion isn't a good thing...

maybe blogging does have a reason...

anyway... getting back to present..

captainsball

tonite...
i know the name cracked up both me and my bro.... ^^
then camp tomorrow... dunno whether photos will be taken

but you wanna know a little secret? i like typing in my blog... coz i know it's not really viewed... can be a good thing, you know...

helps at a few levels :-
1) strengthens my typing skills
2) keeps memories alive (no harddrive crashing, books burning can erase it)
3) makes me reflect on my thoughts...
4) helps me pretend to care about perspectives..
5) allows me to laugh at myself ^^

so, the less ppl see it, the better... which is like so opposite what blogs are for, but who cares... not like i'm

non-opposite

most of the time...
oh, and sanguine,ingratiating thing that i used to use for my msn... just realised

how wrong that sounds

...

haha ^^ yup... my brain is wired inversely...

oh ,and this awesome quote from juno
by juno's stepmom : doctors are sadists who like to play god and watch lesser people scream..

not that i believe in it... just the way she said it, straight face and so damn impromptu... it's unbelievable....
nywayzz.. gtg !!

P.S. waiting for you, though you may not know it...

nothing much to say....

what's the point of haning your timetable on your table if 2 hours later, you have not started on any of the homework you have to hand in the next day...?

Realisation...

found out the funniest thing today...
if i write while i'm half-dead, even i can't read my handwriting....

haizz...
and vinita was all like i'm trying to make new code like leonardo da vinci's code.... which was kinda lame, no offense ^^ just that i'm at loggerheads with da vinci for some time now... since last year, actually, but didn't really have an impact on me till a few days ago, goodness know why... but anyway...

oh, her b'day today... had fun... coz cut cake and everything, then like bully her non-stop.. then go emo one corner watch friends... then everyone come oso.... so it's not an emo session anymore apparently... found out her deepest, darkest, secret... (vin, if you're reading this, yes, i AM going to say that like a million times a day ;) )

scriptchecking's over... who the hell cares what the results were... i knew i was gonna screwup anyway... the good thing is, school's gonna be over... bad thing is, that's like another 3 weeks...

camp this week though... hoping to meet someone... suprisingly, the only one who know who that someone is is like in Penang probably sleeping as i type this...
oh, and he just finished his b'day too... ^^

Happy b'day, Lai... i know i've been missing your birthdays but you really are something and i miss those really long daily calls... now it's only like once a week or less... not that fun anymore....

oh, and to hsbmers, good luck for your coming ppt!!! gambateh!! kick some ass.... :D

gotta go... still ttrying to figure out what i wrote.. all done except one sentence and one word in another verse....

Maybe the ending is the beginning....

So i'm starting blogging again....
iknow... it has been years since i last updated...
cost me a heart from nmarie, and wendy, and a few more...
but guess that's life, huh?

i have like hw piling up right now, butjust felt like starting over
each sheet a fresh beginning, right...
and i really want to change the background of this...
not that i don't lie it...
actually, thanx to wendy, it' more user friendly...
(haven't talked to wendy like really really long, btw...)
miss her loads....
what to do...
you better be there when i come back, kay...
wanna hang out like hell...

nothing much going on, actually...
then again , as my dearest friend pointed out,
(yeah, i have ppl looking over my shoulder as i type this)
i would say that if there is a volcano erupting behind me...
maybe,
maybe not...


just know that mabe there are better things to talk about
than what's happening

if fear is all that we should fear,
then what are we so afraid of,
for fear is only in our heads...

yup! listening to a damn old song by natasha bedingfield
called happy...
ironically, ain't smiling...

anyway, let's see how long this blog lasts...