reminisce....

was looking through my previous posts... wanna delete some...
then it dawned on me, there really is no point doing that... plus, everytime i read it, there's like a whole new revelation, like

that part never actually existed

until i read those words.... WEIRD, rite?
so many things that i don't remember doing...
so many things that i don't remember feeling...
so many things that i couldn't believe i wrote...
so many things that reminded me of things that i actively scratched out...

maybe deletion isn't a good thing...

maybe blogging does have a reason...

anyway... getting back to present..

captainsball

tonite...
i know the name cracked up both me and my bro.... ^^
then camp tomorrow... dunno whether photos will be taken

but you wanna know a little secret? i like typing in my blog... coz i know it's not really viewed... can be a good thing, you know...

helps at a few levels :-
1) strengthens my typing skills
2) keeps memories alive (no harddrive crashing, books burning can erase it)
3) makes me reflect on my thoughts...
4) helps me pretend to care about perspectives..
5) allows me to laugh at myself ^^

so, the less ppl see it, the better... which is like so opposite what blogs are for, but who cares... not like i'm

non-opposite

most of the time...
oh, and sanguine,ingratiating thing that i used to use for my msn... just realised

how wrong that sounds

...

haha ^^ yup... my brain is wired inversely...

oh ,and this awesome quote from juno
by juno's stepmom : doctors are sadists who like to play god and watch lesser people scream..

not that i believe in it... just the way she said it, straight face and so damn impromptu... it's unbelievable....
nywayzz.. gtg !!

P.S. waiting for you, though you may not know it...