into the blue....

okay, so I don't post up lyrics much.... I mean, I didn't exactly write them now did I?
*ponders* (maybe I should start posting more.. after all, they are awesome....)

but that's NOT the point now :
the following lyrics are from sara jackson, into the blue.
Never heard of her before, but it was played at the ending of the last episode of season 2 of castle.... *can't wait for season 3*

but despite the emotional turmoil in the show, I was still pulled towards the words... well, you can imagine..... anyway, just......breathe it in and you'll see what it does to you :))

.....45 seconds later.....

haha... i dunno how to copy the lyrics in.... and typing is.... a pain... when i gotta keep switching tabs.... i should probably just link the video first.... argh... never mind...

*starts painstakingly typing*

if only if only i coulda been yours
been your rapport and yours to adore
if only if only i would've said yes
forgotten the rest, oh i could've said yes
if only if only you'd ask me again
I'd give you my hand
let you take me
across the sand

into the blue
and faded world of my daydreams
I feel i'm falling deeper everyday
melting away down a dark and endless abyss
I'm grasping at straws and I'm chasing the wind
as i fall on my face over and over again

if only if only i had the luxury of retrospect
sounds like you're speaking some sort of foreign dialect
if only something as precious as time had a price
instead of endlessly taking its toll on my soul
oh, so many if onlys running through my mind
what ifs and storybook endings time after time
if only if only you could've been mine
i'd take you

into the blue
and faded world of my daydreams
I feel I'm falling deeper everyday
melting away down a dark and endless abyss
I'm grasping at straws and I'm chasing the world
As I fall on my face over and over again

~ because in the end, it's you that I want to look up to and smile at ~