perspicacious....

~ if i'm addicted to loving you, and you're addicted to my love too, we can be them to birds of a feather, that flock together ~

i can't write
not today
not right now
not with these thoughts in my head still
would there ever be an ending to this?

oh, please tell me there will be
it may make me smile
but the onion effect helps to no extent
for there is a difference
between the watery and the solid
and everything in between

i used to be a strong proponent
"there is a great wall of china
between love and hate"
but it took me this long to realise that there are doors
and the walls held up by blood
as well as sweat and tears
when will it all end?

I listen to you speak
i cannot utter a single word in response
if it can overwhelm even your feelings
what chance do words have?
you may say music says it all
but do we sing the same tune?
when the tune of love differs even within me?

the pinnacle is there
but so are the eggshells
what would my choice be
i can never tell
when noone wins and noone loses
do we still have to play this game?

so i stand here, utterly speechless
trying hard to keep all of it in
but what's the point?
if it's like a volcano already....

one last word then... before this is over....
to let you know why this is still going on
when i see you, i smile
because you are happy
and that's all that matters ....